You are FUCKING FIRED!!!!

Background: Just to let you know how hard this case is, out of many of workers (like hundred), only three people are preferred to work in this assignment. Me, C and A. All others are doomed to their demise. Those who attempt to work with this case never comes back with 90% probability.

"You are Fucking Fired!!!!!" is the sweetest thing I've heard today.

At last, IM FREE! Since January 2009, I've been wanting to resign from the case assigned to me.

A month and half ago, I already told my sentiments to my supervisor. I asked If I could get another case but unfortunately there is non available. I just told her that I will try to hold on and stretch my patience but if I've come to my boiling point then THATS IT.

Last night until today at 6am, I was unable to sleep (and its now 2pm) thinking if i will continue my resignation or not. I already have my resignation letter but im still reluctant.

After all the errands, 12nn, I've called the office and hope for the best. I've spoke with the new guy. I told him I wont be able to work anymore because I am resigning immediately due to personal reasons. (I have valid reasonSSS, believe it or not) I'm not expecting sugar and sweets. I was trying to be courteous but when I felt that he is raising his voice and becoming belligerent, I answered back.

He said, of all the weekends I can choose, why did I decide to resign on a Fourth of July and I already have said that I will be working this weekend.

I know it is unprofessional to resign without giving the company two weeks notice. He is right that I already said I will work this coming weekend. But since he is a JERK, i said i have my prioritize (which is true and Im not lying, worth my resignation) and I cannot commit anymore that is why I am resigning. I even said, "I've read the employee handbook and it says we can give 24 hour notice if we cannot make it to our shift." It may not be 2 weeks notice but at least it is more than 24 hours. ahahaha.

Then he keeps on pushing, "what do you think the client would feel. I hope you feel good about yourself." So I said, "well i am not the agency. i am not the only worker you have, am i? and no i dont feel good about what i did so i am sorry for it."

Geez, I've met so many Maxims worker outside the field and some of them have less hours, like only 8 hours a week. Some only have 2 days work and they want more. Please, give my slot to those people who really needs it.

It's not Im not grateful because I am. Its just that, I dont feel comfortable anymore with my work and I dont feel I am growing anymore with that kind of environment. When I feel those then how can I be effective. Id rather leave and give my slot to someone who is more deserving. I'm certain that with many people out of job, they would easily fill my position in a matter of hours.

I'm glad it is him I've spoke with, because if it is my supervisor, I would have said, "yes i will work for you this week". I would need to endure another 2 days 14 hour shifts. I'm already at the tip of my patience and I can't take anymore. It maybe two days notice but it was six months of stretching my patience.

Hmmm, that is why my sixth sense is ON again these past few days. So this is what will happen.

"You are FUCKING FIRED!!" rings to my ears like "YOU are finally FREE!!"
Hostility me wont get you anywhere. That is not the right way you get something out of me.

Believe it or not, at the end, I just said 'Yes I Feel Good about what I did'. Despite what he said to me over the phone, raised his voice and cursed me. I've never felt anything. I wasnt intimidated at all or what he is trying to make me feel. My job made me numbed. I am already stoic.

I know 2 or 3 people will really get mad to me for doing this. But hell I care. There is more to life than this. I have a brighter and better future and more opportunities. That new guy doesnt know anything. It didnt matter what he thinks of me coz I know deep inside what I gave, what I've sacrificed, what I've endured. There are more people who appreciates me and my work, those people who know me well.

To my supervisor J and Ca who have always been nice and understanding (not that new guy) and to the company, Thank you for everything and for the opportunity! I know you know how hard I worked.

Temporarily, i may have less income for a month ahahaha but it doesnt matter who much you make, it is how much you save.

Everything that happened has already been written....I'll know the consequences in the future. But whatever it is, I know it will be better.